Assalamualikum semua. :)

EGO. Hmm. Everyone has their own ego right? cuma yang membezakan seseorang tu dengan seseorang yang lain adalah tinggi rendah ego masing-2. I admit that i'm an egoistic person. But now, i'm trying to lower my ego. I don't want to think only about myself, about my own feeling anymore. I'm trying to change that because of him. Now, i need to think about his feeling also. No matter how much i hurt, i will give in to him. Sahabat saya ada kata, "Kalau dia jadi batu, jangan la kau pun jadi batu jugak. Kau kena jadi air. Nanti bila lama-2 batu ada dalam air, batu akan jadi lekuk jugak". Okay. Thanks for the advise my friend. Thanks for always be beside me when i'm happy and sad. Thanks for willing to listen to my problem, my ssdness. Thanks for everything. :' )

To him, i just want u to know that i'm hurt with you. Dada sy rasa macam nak pecah bila saya hanya mampu memendam rasa. Sy hanya nak menghilangkan rasa sakit hati yang dipendam kemas dalam dada dengan perbuatan sy yang ego. I know that i act recklessly without ask u what actually had happened and why did u do that to me. I know that i act like an inmature person. I act like a children who only know how to sulk and cry when she hurt herself. But, that's how i release the pain in my heart. Sorry for everything that i've done. :'(
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